我相信。。

                                                             想念

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor


Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore


And I wonder if I ever cross your mind


For me it happens all the time


做工的整天都在聽著這首歌，傻傻的跑去你家又轉回家。。。

直到聽到你的聲音，我才精神起來。。

時間過得好快的，你說你要睡了。。。

現在我又在傻傻的拿著你的8張照片，4條衣服，2條褲子，在那留戀，想念。。。

（感覺有點變態）

到現在我還是放不下你。。。

明年3月20號，我開始對這日子有恐懼感。。

不知會否有驚喜？？

無牙的兔子完

我相信。。

                                                           凌晨1點06分

已經凌晨了，仍沒收到你的任何信息。。。

我開始擔心了。。

不知你做工有沒有多喝水，有沒有休息，會不會太累。。。

其實我都知道說現在的他對你很好。。

每天讓你吃足睡飽。。

我的擔心其實是多餘的。。

最近的晚上還是不習慣沒有你的聲音陪伴的夜晚。。

你與他的二人世界，我不該干涉。。

因為算起來我只是一個普通朋友。。。

你有了一個知心朋友，你有了一個愛你的男人。。

我的愛，只能往心裡收。。

我說我會等你就等你。。

偏偏我遇上部落格，每天就如此的寫下我的心情。。

就是希望你會開開我的部落格，看看也好。。

現在的我只是透過部落格來瞭解你的狀況。。

看到你在部落格上寫下你跟他的甜蜜。。

心情開心得來又有點黯然憂傷。。。

現在的我，每天不是做工就是打球。。。

沒有了跟你以前的那種情趣。。

想去哪就去哪，唯一的問題就是沒錢。。。

後天又要去看醫生了。。

看我的肺。。

tb 的病就是如此麻煩，要常常複診。。。

慶倖的是我的枕頭還有你的味道，好幾次我爸爸要我拿去洗，拿去曬，我都說不要。。。

因為這是我唯一對你的依戀，也可以說是你唯一留給我依戀的東西。。。

一鼓作氣寫了那麼長也只是有一個結論

我還是放不下你，我還是那麼的愛你，我還是會等你。。

無牙的兔子完

我相信。。

                                                           忙+累

今天又是忙碌的一天。。

雖然我妹妹還是如此的不聽話，我還是每天照常的開解她。。。

現在他應該是會覺得我嘮叨吧 。。

回到家，一鼓作氣沖凉后直接睡覺，直到剛剛（3點）才睡醒。。。

在非常精神的情況下才寫下部落格。。

其實我在工廠是有覺得不舒服啦，可能是累吧。。。

電話上有很多信息。。。 都是在我睡著時發來的。。。

現在，又不知誰能陪我度過這漫長的夜晚？？？

無牙的兔子完

我相信。。

                                                           大難不死

2day when i'm on my way back home, i witness a accident happen rite in front of me..

i think, if i drive faster, tat wud b me who been driven 2 hospital ady...

pass thru the area, i'm thinking...

all my head is full of u...

i'm thinking till u call me just now...

cut off the call immediately cuz i reali so emo just now..

n i don hope tat i cause u 2 to argue or quarrel...

toothless rabbit.. T^T

Today

                                                            Happy

Went to KIm Mo Sheng's son full moon party just now...

Had a lot of fun playing with friends.. ^^v

After finish the party, i went back to home to bake my cakes..

haha

After finish, i lied to my friends that my cake was finish by others already..

their reaction very angry..

Look so cute to me... ^^v

Toothless Rabbit... ^^V

我的人生

                                                            Story of my lifetime

As i said i had a bad childhood..

so i decided to get myself into gangster..

and yet everyday finding problem with each other just making me feel boring..

this is my teen life..

skip school, gangsterism, racing motor..

what do i get?

i'm just making my mother and my friend who care for me worry and disapoint..

Toothless Rabbit... ^^v

我的人生

                                                            *幼兒*

小時候的我，已經開始習慣了爸爸的暴力。。。

雖然那時的我並不懂事，但我身上和心靈上也已經有很多不可磨滅的痕跡。。

以前我們非常窮，爸爸每天喝酒，回來就亂打。。

而我，姐姐，就是受害者之一。。。

待續。。。

無牙的兔子完

生氣

                                                            曼紅

你幾時才會聽我的話？

難道要我死了你才會聽嗎？

今天的你讓我失望極了。。。

竟然瞞著我去找你男友。。

如果你出事，我該怎樣？

我就只有你一個叫曼紅的妹妹。。

我不想跟你一聊天就是吵架。。

我好累。。

我去做兼職也就是因為我知道你沒錢。。

所以我自己承擔電話線的費用。。

難道你都沒看到嗎？

你爸爸我已經不想再管了。。

如果連你也不會聽。。

我離開，你不要怪我。。。

無牙的兔子完

背叛

                                                           *背叛*

My dad bring her back home to sleep tonight..

He ask for my accept, but in the end i didn't say anything..

You brought the girl, wat can i say...

You made your choice..

You've been so over recently..

You can try even more...

Like i said to Jess..

i gt nothing to lose now..

i dn mind hang till death in prison... try it!!!

I'm your son...

you always said that i'm not respect u...

did u respect me?

MUM?

think it by urself..

i din say anything 2day din mean nothing will happen nex time...

Toothless Rabbit ^^v

我相信。。

                                                            *Love*

昨天聽你說你們分了。。。

心裡是多麼的開心，今天的心情就像從天堂掉下來。。

因為你說你有新的男友。。

雖然心痛，我還是替你們開心，並且祝福你們。。

雖然我沒哭，難免會眼眶會掉出那一絲絲的淚痕。。。

對不起。。。

無牙的兔子完

Exciting ^^v

                                                            Steamboat

Me and my friends are having steamboat tomorrow..

Although i'm no need to pay anything so i'm baking cake for them to eat...

After eating, we're going to tanjung tokong there, maybe beach...

Will taking photo...

For those who got see my blog, please wait and see...

^^v

Toothless Rabbit  ^^v

Snooker

                                                              *Heng Ee*

Just now went snooker with my fren, Fatty and skinny...

I saw my Heng Ee's friend at  there..

Feeling a little bit ashamed because they all study college, all look smart, and i...

Look like a gangster more than a normal people...

They still the same, very noisy type..

Same like me also...

haha..

Miss the school life..

haix...

Toothless Rabbit ^^v

Florist

                                                            Hotel

Today i went to Eastin Hotel and Berjaya Hotel ...

My boss threw all his work to me.. Its just my 2nd day and he threw all the decoration for me...

Although its just my 1st time decorate, i'm statisfied with it...

Saw somebody blog just now, i want my girlfriend who is good at cook because i really love to eat at home and

 it's full of family feeling...

What i want is less argue...

Tired of argue...

Very Tired of it...

Toothless Rabbit ^^v

NEw PaRt TiMe JoB... ^^v

                                                             ^^v

Today i went to the job that my sis offered.

It's a Florist shop, when i go in, the smell of all flower, making me so relax...

I've met a Good Boss, he buy food, buy drink, i didn't see any BOSS attitude from him..

I've also met my secondary school friend..

She study Form 6 now..

We had a great time when in school...

Can assume that she's my best female friend in school..

We talked much...

Had a great time today...

Just a bit tired...

Toothless Rabbit ^^v

A night that i can't sleep.

                                                            ~Night~

Midnight..

It's about 3.30am now and my eyes still wide open...

What happen to me actually?

Every night about 4 or 5 am only i can go to sleep...

Haix...

Chinese New Year is getting near...

Everyone is Getting ready for it, buying new clothes, new shoes...

cleaning up the house....

ME?

Still need to work hard to buy new clothes, new shoes...

I'm cleaning my house like a maid everyday...

Feeling so fed up..

Yesterday night, my friend suddenly called me and said he got problem and he wanted me to find him now...

When i reached, it is his son 1 year old birthday...

Shocked and yet feel happy for him as he find himself a family that love him..

No matter how unlucky i am now...

i always believe...

TOMORROW IS A BETTER DAY AND ITS GOING TO BE BETTER AND BETTER..

><Toothless Rabbit><