心碎篇

爱得太深
太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕

我太笨
明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身~

“他”回来找你了。。。我知道你还在等他因为我看得出你还很在乎他。。。

只是我这个笨蛋，还瞎眼般把头撞过去。。。

最终把自己的头撞到头破血流。。。

或许我应该替你开心，独自默默的离开，改口不再叫你dear，不能再暧昧。。。

只能当个最要好的朋友。。。

A Boring Day...

It's been a while since last time i post my blog...
Finally I'm back here...

I received a big surprise from my sis which is she's pregnant...

Well, I can't accept it at the first time.. After a while, i found out that the baby inside is innocent, so there's no reason for me to angry as there's my fault too...

That day on the car, I heard a song from Bruno Mars and I was like "damn! His song hits me again"

When I was Your Man, I cried several times when I listen to this song.

Guess what?!! She suceeded. She made me regret and almost mad from that day till now.

Chat with me on fb, then blocked me.

Chat with me on wechat, Blocked me AGAIN...

Argh!!! What do you want from me???

I've been working working working just try to forget you, but it is just in my heart like it's can't be wipe off...

I started to quit smoke, no more fooling around, focus on my work.

Damn!! I'm just a stupid asshole. Even i know that's it's too late....

Just when i thought that i really forget you, you add me back, what can i do??
 I'm totally pointless...

Man!! This feeling sucks!!!